I am a bored person

9:17pm: im to fucking lazy to hit edit
Anybody wanna help me by commenting and giving me any songs that say "I love you" or "I want you" or something similar? I'll love you forever. And ever. Love you so hard you'll want me to stop.

damn, i hate pop ups.

8:57pm: I hate having a stuffy nose, it sounds nasty and even when you blow it it doesn't always make it better. Grr. Almost done with Christmas shopping, I have one more present to get and then I'm done. I got a crazy amount of it done today, made me happy. Unfortunately, this isn't happy. My ticket for Lord of the Rings fell down off of my shelf, my aunt thought she had bought me the 12 midnight showing...but I look down at the ticket and see it reads 12 pm. *sigh* I have tickets for twelve in the afternoon instead of at midnight. damnit. I told her and she's going to see if they're still selling them, if not...well i'm fucked and won't see it until that weekend since I have school that day.
Bleh. Oh well...I'm just going to hope they're not sold out.

11:13am: Me and my mom are almost done with the whole family Christmas Shopping thing. Now I need to start on my friends, I want to buy everyone a something this year. Something a little more than pez dispensers. Unfortunately this would be the year that I don't have money around christmas time, I believe that my mom will let me work off the money for christmas gifts.

Why is no one ever online when I'm online? Wow, it's only 11, no wonder no one is online. It feels like it's at least 2. Bler.

6:53pm: I don't feel good, I haven't felt very good for the past few days. I can't really pin point why I don't feel good. Bleh, I'm hoping this is just pms or something, that would be good. On the plus side though, feeling like shit has gotten my creativity going, I can draw something that doesn't look like the past 34 things I've drawn. Yay. Bleg.

11:44am: Liar! Liar!
Yeow, I'm so bored. I have spoken many times about my hatred for 3-day weekends, I like four day weekends even less. I enjoy being at school, I would rather be stuck in my Algebra II class than at home, which is sad. My sister came down on Thursday, she left early this morning *sigh*. Thanksgiving sucked, I hate being around my family, they grate on my nerves so badly. My nieces and my nephew were over, I didn't think we'd have them but we did, I tried to spend the majority of that day in my room alone reading, but my sister went in there and my nieces were seemingly attatched to her so they were in there too. They went home that night, and they were supposed to come back this weekend, but they didn't so hurrah!

On the other hand I was so bored this weekend. I kept watching tiny bits of TTT whenever I could, and imitating Gollum so much my mom decided the only way I would stop was if she rolled up newspaper and hit me with it. It worked, of course, until we all watched TTT last night. Phoo, also played too much Ratchet and Clank. Bleh, no one's online or if they are their away messages are on. I think I'll go back to playing R + C again...

3:56pm: You know what I want? I want to hear a good bar joke. Or just a bar joke in general. I haven't the faintest idea why, I just want to. I feel like spinning in circles, or maybe doing some fucked up interpretive dance. Jake just showed me FFXII screenshots, oh so pretty. I drool over FFXII and I haven't even been near a copy of FFXI *sigh*. Anyway...I want to do something, need to do something. I have the urge to make a new layout for sporkage, but everything I do comes out looking horrible. I need to surf around for new pictures, I've done everything I can with the pictures I have on my harddrive. Sigh. But what to get pictures of? Gerrr. Ah oh well.

4:58pm: survey
How long have you been on DJ?
since 2001-10-28 17:19:41 thats over two years. Creepy.

Do you post every day?
No, sadly. I used to. God, those were the days...

Are you pathetically addicted?
Used to be, used be so pathetically addicted to a lot of things. Now i'm pathetically addicted to other things. Like cheese, and dothack

Do you have a paid account?
no...

Have you bought anyone else a paid account?
nope, i dont love anyone that much,

Do you know everyone on your friends/friend of list?
no, I know the ones I know from school, I wish I really knew TO, I've always thought he was super cool, I still do.

Are you on your friends list?
Yes, I like my user pics

Do you have any "pity friends" on your list (i.e., you don't really like them but they put you on their list and you can't get rid of them)?
LOL no, I did once, but they stopped posting like a year ago.

Do you randomly look for other people to add to your list?
Used to, never had too too much luck.

Do you have more than one Deadjournal, or did you ever (i.e., as a gag)?
yeah, it was for all my teenage emotional angsty teen bull shit.

For those on your friends list that you know, did you meet most of them other places (IRL, other places on the net) or did you meet them via DJ?
I know ashwise_gamgee, kornisgood4you, orlandolover and aogetsuyoubi from school. everyone else via dj.

Do you get twitchy if you can't check/update your DJ?
sometimes

Do you compose DJ entries in your head when away from the computer?
Haha, yeah...

Have you written surveys/personality tests/etc just so you could post the results on your DJ/see your friends post their results on DJ?
......yes/

Do you actually put thought into your answers for these things?
Usually, It's better that way. Much better than, yes no uh maybe dunno..etc.

4:57pm: I'm still purple, but whatever. Just came back from Ashley's house/ watching the school's version of Dracula. My mom should be here any minute to take me home-home (at dads). It's sad my costume went from Miho from Megatokyo, to a coat rack, to a prostitute. Strangeness. Ah, well I think I'll update in full...and leave this as a pointless, pointless entry. Feel the pointlessness.

9:48pm: I...I hate the world. Not for any REAL reason, mind you. But I am purple. Oh yes, purple. Why am I purple, you may ask. A very horrible incident with semi-permanent dye. it just dripped...all over me, my ears...my god my ears are a deep, deep purple. I should probably re-wash it all off. *sob* I hope..I so hope everything washes off....>___

6:51pm: feeeshioaj
Tired, tired, tired, TIRED! Today is Friday, that means the WEEKEND. Weekends make me feel lonely, I never go online anymore so I get almost no contact with people over the weekend, unless someone calls me...which never happens *cough*HINT*cough* but you know. My eyes are almost shutting down on their own. My eye still kind of hurts, got hit in the eye with a football during PE. I suppose thats what I get from leaving my class and going into Ashley's for a day. Could've been worse, my mom's going to take me to get them re-tightened this weekend so all is well. Also might be going to the mall or somewhere else with Nette this weekend, mm yay!!! I didn't get to see her at the fair as we thought we would, that made me feel bad.

4:23pm: "After I'm through singing this song, I'll forget about you"
I SO feel like shooting something. Okay, not really, I'm actually in a pretty decent mood, but you know? I didn't know I was going to the dentist's today, but I did. I spent 40 minutes(ish) in the waiting room, they took me to a room I waited there for about 5 minutes and all he did was snip the ends off my wire and then hand me some rubberbands. That took about a whole 2 minutes. And then my dentist complimented my profile, apparently my profile has gotten flatter since I've had my braces on. I was never even really aware it was unflat until he mentioned it. I did have a very good 40 minute nap while reading an artical on FRIENDS.

Things at home are getting a little better. I've realized if I keep my headphones on REALLY loud, I can't hear anything. My brother still attempts to sleep in my room and lays on my bed when i'm on the phone which is super annoying, but usually if I scream loud enough my mom makes him leave me alone. Also the fact that there's CSI on every monday again (well its the 3rd week...) it makes mondays better. But I like mondays anyhow, i'm not fond of tuesdays however...too much running in PE.

My dad got a new desk. It really sucks, there's almost no room for my feet since the tower is underneath the feet-place. And the desk is REALLY long and wide so the computer is all the way on the other end of the desk and considering the fact that I'm nearsighted, this is a really bad thing. I miss typing, I don't really do it all that much anymore. *sniff* I need to go online more often. I'm going to stop rambling and talk to Gracie before my mom gets here and I have to go home.

5:27pm: "Lie to me and say, it's gonna be alright, it's gonna be alright, it's gonna be alright, you worry too much kid."

I hate being home. I swear, it's always blah blah blah blah. Everyone's always mad at everyone else, everyone always wants to yell and scream at everyone else everyone does things that they should know is going to piss off everyone else everyone does things that affect everyone else but never seem to tell anyone else what they're doing until its too late. everyone gets mad at everyone else because of what everyone else did, or because of their bad day, when in actuality they probably never did anything to get anybody mad at them. it's always yell yell yell, argue argue argue, i hate you i hate you i hate you, well you dont understand, no you don't understand, why don't you fucking listen, no you fucking listen.

I fucking HATE living here.

But you know what I'm going to do, instead of wearing my discontent like everyone else I get to sit there and cringe and ride it out because showing that I hate it here is just going to make everything worse.

11:41am: "and every birthday card I threw away"
I'm talking to Jonna! I haven't talked to her in so long, I need to get her address that way I can send her "Maybe I'll Catch Fire" and "Fevers and Mirrors" I've owed her those Cds for so long...

Mom made me stay home from school today, I was slighlty looking forward to going. I really like school, I mean there are times when I get really sad during certain classes, and times when I'm super happy during others. Some of my classes are really easy, others are super hard. And you know what? I love it. The major extremes throught the day just kind of level everything out.

I think I should go and finish my History and Spanish homework, I really should get that over with that way I won't forget about it. The house is mostly clean so I dont have to worry about that, thankfully.

5:53pm: "i've heard that music echo through the heart"
Who has new icons, oh who? Who? I do sux0rs! I have another one I made a while back I wanted to put up here, but I figure 3 Oberst-related icons would be way too much overkill. For being sick, I have way too much energy. It comes in random spurts and then goes away. I was way too hyper this morning. I'm almost done with "To Kill A Mockingbird", I've been trying to read this book since the 6th grade when Nette told me it was her favorite book. Then I opted for Harry Potter instead, looked less intimidating. Man, I have nothing to do right now. Okay, yes I do. I have tons of homework shoved in my backpack, which I should get started on. Maybe I'll just work on *more* icons, one of the numerous layouts i've promised people, or something. I think I'll either draw or keep playing .hack.

3:38pm: *whimper* I'm so sick right now, I want to cry. On the plus side, I have apple pie. I don't know why but all of a sudden I've come to like apple pie, I used to hate the stuff. Meh. I think I'm just going to finish checking my email then go and finish taking a nap.

5:31pm: "drowning myself is a game i play"
Tired. I have to attempt to re-colour our Chemistry project-thing. I think I'll attempt to do that after everyone finishes eating dinner. Had a Spanish test today. I think I did really good on half of it. The other half...well let's just say i think i put "the dogs believe in the park" *shakes head*

5:56pm: So tiiiired. I hurt all over from PE. Me and my totally out of shapeness hates PE. I am sore all over. I should really be off doing my homework or something constructive. I need to write an essay about a person who has influenced my life, unfortunately I cannot think of one person or incident that has influenced my life that I am willing to talk about. Blerg. Damn English class.

9:00pm: "my heart bled for what you never did until now"
So tired. Three day weekends suck ass. I hate being home, only being able to communicate with my rather messed up isn't fun. Blergh. Man, this weekend I've done almost nothing but get bitched at and play Amplitude. Amplitude's invading my dreams, I swear. My mind keeps setting up songs which buttons I would push... I really need a life outside of school and videogames. Or maybe I should just put Amplitude away for a couple of days. Naaah. I can't wait for school tomorrow, haha isn't that sad? School's so much more fun, I'm seriously hoping this year's gonna be good...it should be.

8:26pm: I haven't written in a while. This is the first week of school. The joy. Seems like this year should be pretty okay. I had this whole detailed thing all plotted out of what i was going to write. I lost it all. Meh, oh well. Classes seem okay, much harder than last year. But I didn't really care that much last year and I do now. I can't think of anything to say. So bye.

4:07pm: bwahahaha!
*sings* happy belated birthday to me, happy belated birthday to me */sings* You know if you say belated really fast it fits.

I'm in Sacramento right now, my mom decided to spirit me away on m y birthday, fwee! *dances* My sister keeps licking my elbow, its really kinda strange, maybe i'll threaten to castrate her teddy bears. Yes, her teddy bears have penises. They amuse me.

3:23pm: My stomach hurts, my dad made me eat Rallys today. That crap gets me sick, but nooo I have to eat it because apparently to him I don't eat. Riiiight. But that just may be because all there is to eat in his house is bread and 3 year old mustard. I'm not joking.

Got my schedual today. Woo-hoo? I know a couple of people who are in some of my classes, I don't know of Ashley or Gracie are in any of mine *cough*getonlinenow*cough* but I know Jake is in my English class and Gina is in my History class and someone or other is in my PE class so yay!

( i'm kind so my schedual is behind here )

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Who were you in a past life? by Kat007
Name:		Birthdate:		Favorite Color:		Country:		You were most probably:	Adolf Hitler	If not then you were:	Katsushika Hokusai
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Nothing to do, my mom's going off to go buy my birthday present so i'm stuck at home. I think I'll just finish coding my layout for e-p and then go read. Blah, boring day...

7:46am: I was forced to get up *way* too early today. Waking up at 6 am when you're used to getting up at 10/11 messes with your mind. Got shipped to my dad's house because I'm going places with Ashley and Gracie today. I'm not quite sure where we're going, but whatever.

11:58am: Random quick though
"Money is the root of all evil"

I don't quite get that, wasn't evil around before money was invented?

6:47pm: I can't think of aything to talk about so i'm just going to leave you with a bajillion quizzes.

( here they are )